Just wat ever ryte!! iono wats wrong wit me..... daym i hella know im still in love wit my ex bf n he loves me too BUT he is taken now n i know he is happy....n all i can do is b happy for him even though im left alone n missarable [like i said, its watever ryte]...... Dis morning was one of da first mornings dat i havnt thought of Joriz, i thought of someone else dis time. He is from San Jose, n ive met him b4, n we wer fwends fo a while to. But last sunday, u know da sunday dat jus passed, i was talkin to him on aim since i havnt seen him in online in a while. i enjoy our conversations, cuz it can range from bein a horn dog status to bein an intelectual convo. he is realli sweet. He told me his "long" story of how he knew he was gay. I was like...foreal foreal.... i realli like reading it!! n iono...its jus...i can see myself wit him!! He wears glasses, he has braces, he bald, doesnt act gay or dress gay, he looks straight, n he buff/chubby =)....n dats jus look wise. His personality...im tryin to get to know....n i didnt know he can SING!!! OMG!! LEMME TELLL U!!! it made me melt foreal foreal.....but yeah jus wanted to let dat out =) For Andrew jay....he dropped me again...its like wat...da 3rd time...but ohh well i shoulda seen it coming after i got dropped da first time...so fuk it i guess...its wat ever ryte?! he still a koo ass fwend too so i aint goin to lose a fwend cuz i used to like him n i got rejected by him. He is young, he dont know wat he wants....i guess i was something new since da fact dat i made him feel realli wanted n yeah i wanted to b his Boo BUT its watever ryte.... For Manry....daym i hella knew i was goin to fall fo u...but oh well we fwends doh ryte?! its all koo....wat ever happens happend!! we still fwends ....but today u seemed different around me....i guess...so get over it n act normal around me foreal foreal niggah!! Daym me losing weight...it so much hard work...but im gettin dur! i freakin lost almost 40 pounds with in 2 months....i lost it cuz of da freakin downe world.....i was happy da way i was b4....but da downe world is so shallow....n if u dont look a certain, u wont get noticed....so its watever ryte?! i lost it n im tryin to lose more Im sleepy....chopp it up later _CHEEKZ | 
